so its quarter to 3am and i am not able to get a sleep although im sleepy.
yesterday,wasnt really a good day for me.
been moody the whole time.
then adding to my mood swings were the two sms i received from a stranger that knows me.
it was ok if its just me being bad mouth at but it involved my mom which i cant tolerate it.
Then in the end,i didnt know it was plus i dont know what happened between me and my boyfriend.
After i messaged he became busy and i became more moody.
sometimes its so complicated to be a girl.
but the truth is i just want to be comforted by him,
instead i made him mad.
im such a pain,
so hard to be with.
Then i got hated by him,but i messaged him.
what is going on in my life ?
why im i so messed up?
And the reason im still up this late is because he didnt even care.
Not a message goodnight nor an iloveyou.
it just hurts.
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