A good friend of mine.

this was taken during his birthday.

Yes,his a good friend of mine whom unexpectedly liked me but we drifted apart due that as I didn't straight forwardly told him that i didn't like him but just a dear friend.

here's a thing about me when it comes to these situations with guy friends,

i completely don't mind if they get touchy around like putting their arms around you or pulling and holding my hand caused for me its totally platonic.

Then comes the flirty ways of poking u and tickling you,for me those are just normal and i don't find it something very intimate.

I'am completely a fool when it comes to guys showing emotions to me as i try to ignore it and think it as a friendly matter and i may be sometimes sweet around them and caring but that's another friendly thing i do for them,and these actually lead them wondering if i like them as well but i don't.

which leave them hanging around with their feelings.

The only reason why i couldn't say words such as 'I don't like you' cause i don't like feeling bad for them and seeing them torn apart.

avoiding is a way to say that she doesn't like you and that's what i always do but sometimes its truly not nice to do that but still just noticing that and getting the common sense of it should be easy and things wouldn't be as bad as now as we don't speak anymore or hang out but its in the past so its ok with me since i know he has to move on to his life.

i know his been through a lot for this year cause before me there was another girl that had his heart skipped a beat then after being there for him when things when wrong ,as a friend i wouldn't want him to be sad and helped him get through. but it went in the wrong way.pretty wrong impression.