I would say its pretty an Ups & Downs.Early start of this year was going smoothly and fun then around the middle of the year it went crashing down.There were a lot of situations that i neglected and have to stand strong for myself also there were problems as well but its not like that's going to be my yearly routine in life but it just happens that way,there's not anyone that has a perfectly good year and i guess that this year wasn't really a best year for me.I've been happy for sometimes and in the same time been hurt by people that i cared of and part of my life.This actually taught me to close my self from people around my school but honestly i'v never hang out with any of my school mates,maybe only a few and those were the people i'm closed with.
Being alone isn't a bad thing,but i may say its sad yet i have learned to be able to go anywhere without any accompany that i used to have,it actually help me build some confidence and learning that not all should be trusted with think they're stay in your life forever-its actually a reality check for me. As i felt kinda lost and trying to live my life alone and thinking that people go and better ones will come,although it hasn't really happen as i have already met few new friends and one of those has caused me a lot of troubles,worries,and stress!i was really out of my mind that i couldn't have focused on my studies as my exam is on going too.all i want was someone telling me that its going to be alright and he did yet it felt that it isn't enough with just those.I was worrying for 2weeks in a row even while exam it crosses my mind.Then i tried to relax myself and quit thinking about it and went for a gym and a jog.It does helped alot.! and by this.,i would say its the worse life traumatic experienced ever! ~! it was really a mind blowing situations!-i don't really want to detail my life in 2011 just giving some emotions that i felt this year.
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