Colored my friend's hair and my Bro's too.

I have been thinking of coloring my hair but I can't seem to be brave enough to change my hair color.I can't get over the fact the fact that it could damage my hair too,it's too risky and i don't want my original hair to color to change as well so I went to look for some of my friend to do some coloring experiment,but before that I have already found a a dye product that I want to try it for me when i have finally decided and i found this brand from the Cleo magazine  I just bought last week and it seems so simple to do it and fun that's why i made up my mind yet was to afraid that it still damages my hair.The brand is Liese - A japanese product.

Anyway, i went to find a friend in fb and asked if he want to color his hair and coincidentally he was planning to do that i was so pleased to hear that he want it. I went to look for the dye product liese but before that i did a researched about the product if how well it works and i found a blog too and the owner is from Brunei,and knew where i could find that and it doesn't seem to really damage hair much since it has amino acid-protein which is necessary for our hair too.I guess the damage happen's when it's starts fading as it get dries which made me more not unwilling to do it.

As my friend,Ho agreed to dye his hair I was very excited about it since it was the first time I'm going to do that and do some experiment like on his hair.(I actually made fun of his hair and asked him a lot of times to CUT IT) I scheduled it to do it today thursday and asked him to come over my place so far after doing the dye on his hair,there was not much change since the dye is ash brown and it couldn't be seen much but maybe under the sun the color can be seen.Yet i have seen the color under the light it isn't that noticeable. I'm happy about it.

There were still little left in the bottle and i asked my brother if i could dye his color. He agreed to dye it so i did his hair too.After it, my brother's hair became shiny and soft.It was good coz my brother's hair before that was really rough and has a lot of dead hairs*the small curly ones like burned hair it also became a bit lighter than before it was pitch dry black now it has became more lively. And tomorrow we will be checking his hair under the sun if the color can be seen and be notice.

I'm so glad to try this even if it's not my hair. I had a lot of fun doing it and i hope one day i could do it to myself too and be risky about my hair.I just love my long hair right now that i couldn't put anything that it can damage it.

Painted nails .

Mae over the house after that day. Previous day wasn't that good although in the morning I was pretty much happy about something, every  time those moments happens there would always be a bad follow up.Well let's just not talk about it anymore.

Mae was with her aunt, her mom's sister(i guess?) they just stayed until the afternoon,we just watched some movies while doing our nails, we both painted our nails green. Her was lighter and mine's darker.Then after our nail's were done we talked about something that only we girls would talked about and it hasn't even finish but she had to go coz they'l just use bus on the way back and the bus here has time, it starts at 6am and ends its service at 7pm. How suck-ish is dat!? I was suppose to sleep over to her place but i didn't since my schedule was to hectic and it's really hard to squeezed it in, I still in to pack my things and do some other chores as well.It was pretty much tiring days~

So I ended up telling her i couldn't and maybe when i come back i can,and i will miss her birthday again this year,i always missed her birthdays!every year.! i couldn't spend it with her. i feel so bad about it and sad about it. even when she turned 18 i wasn't around. We always go back phil's yearly and christmas month only and her birthday is on the 24th.christmas eve.! i'll be txting her then to greet her so its like I didn't forget it.

anyway it was great i get to meet her before i go back it's been really since we hung out also we don't usually hang out most of the time since her place is too far from me and she doesn't know how to use buses yet and her parent's are busy person's.

It's December and chill weather.

It's been few weeks now that it has been raining from every afternoons and it has been very cold at night. Rain actually makes me really laid-back and slack a lot around the house. Not just that but gave me moods to look for food to eat every minute,gosh. Well i cant blame the weather since it's December. This month is a very cool month for Asian countries. Some may experience rainy days and windy weather like in the Philippines. The night there will be very windy and chill, its very nice to stay out side and watch the starry sky.In western areas they may experiencing winter or snow now, how i wish it snow's here too at the country's I'm staying.I've been longing to see and touch a snow but somehow it hasn't happen.I had a chance before when i went to china it was winter when i was there , I enjoyed my stay there especially it's winter season, I was hoping during my stay it would snow but it didn't but after the day i came back to my country,just one day difference it SNOW!truly unlucky. But I didn't regret of not seeing it cause I will still have chance to see it to another country,maybe to my next journey or visit to another place who know's where i can go.

I love December so much cause its Christmas and i get to go back to my hometown also i get to bond with my cousins,friends,and my family there.That's the most eager moments for me to spend it with them,even if me and my cousins aren't much in talking terms,well were kind of shy sometimes but I'm trying hard,very hard. I've been really away from them that i feel sad that I couldn't grow up with them and do a lot of fun like hang outs and chill and even share secrets with them, I would want to do that with them,until now,even with my friends.  Another thing that I love going back there is the foods I ate there,It's very healthy and yummy and also my grandmom is the one whose cooking my favorites. I love being with her,she took care of me when I was young, i never got mad or hated her.I wanted to bring her in Brunei but she doesn't want it.She's still strong too at the age of some late 70s.I want her to be always there for us and to be really strong. This is the only month I can spend my time with her and be there with her.

Then going back to philippines can really show how pampered I am here in Brunei and how I'm not so use to getting out alone especially in the big city as I am afraid to get lost.Every time were going out I stick to my mom and it made me look like a 12 years old.pretty sad, also there are so many people around the streets and it kind of scared me,especially after knowing there's so many crimes in there so I was being careful plus many people gave me headache~ I couldn't walk properly and its really crowded that it's hard to get an oxygen to breathe so Im having lactic acid in me whenever I go out there.Mostly only when my dad gets there,that's the only time we can go to places,like manila. I spend my 2weeks staying at home only.At home there's no air conditioner but its very cold at night and not so hot in the morning since it's windy.Then we have no refrigerator too but I'm used to drinking warm water since i don't like cold stuff.Even when it comes to bathing I have to boil really hot water,I'm really not use to cold water but when I was younger i love cold water that was when I was still staying there.

Anyway, I just cant wait to go back to philippines even if we go back there yearly. I can never get tired of philippines,i just miss so much things there and I am much more happy there,I'm pretty stress-free,I am so much free there from anything that I am thinking and hearing from here,When I'm there I don't feel sad or depress.Everything seems so good there,so happy and all for me.And even if there are few friends of mine remembers me i don't really mine since I can always make new ones and be happy about it .I am just so excited that i want to shout it out the airport that I'M BACK in there.I'm so much free from everything.