Wednesday, 11 January 2012

MASYADO AKO NA PAKILIG NITONG PICTURE NA TO :"""""""""""""""""""""">
I have always like a guy who plays a guitar or any instrument but I prefer guitar since I have always dream of being serenade over my window (such a dreamer)
but seriously,I used to think that it's too corny that was when i was younger, as i grow up i started to realize that being serenade actually feels great,giddy-ish.And also I'm not really into the 21'st Generations, I still prefer the 90's although I wear my clothes in a very modernly way these days and the way I mingle with my friends yet I'm not fully adapting the lifestyle these days it's too open for me.I'm just open not too much.
Anyway back to my boyfriend,I don't really know when was this taken or it happened.I know he plays since he told and also told me he quit which made me a little sad when he said it but it's ok since i knew he plays before,yet hoping he would be playing again.
We just started to know last year,December,when i got back in the Philippines.He actually added me in facebook long time ago just that I'm a snob to new people who added me SPECIALLY to those who I-DO-NOT-KNOW-YET-THEY-WONT-INTRODUCE-THEMSELVES but instead of them they will ask me for introduction.wait....
He we didnt really chat much before all I remember was he just wall me up 'Thanks for the accept' then i replied 'Welcome' end? i think that was the first?hahaha. i cant fully remember it.All i know was that we rarely chat and he mostly like my dp's .I sometimes view his profile pictures too since he does it to me and the most time i viewed his profile when he was in a relationship coz i adored him and his gf together, they were so cute together.I have always looked through their pictures.I have always adored cute couples so yeah i cant avoid looking through it.and before those,before he had a girlfriend I had a slight crush to him coz i viewed his cute dp.That was just a crush not more than I thought before,i think it was just a one day crush then no more.
I didn't expect that were going to be an item.
I never thought that I would like him this much.
I'm not really good when it comes to relationship coz I never had a real relationship,I never experience a good boyfriend that would take care of me or worry about me and do anything for me but not to the extend that would cause hard and craziness.And firstly he respected me thats why i started to like him so much 
there are so much more for me to learn about relationship even if i have some acknowledgement to these things I never thought i would be able to commit with those.
Only to him i felt save or loved so much.
I opened up again for him and tried to trust a guy again.
Being single for a year was great time for me to healed up and forget the hurt i felt from my last boyfriend.I wasn't as good as he think but i guessed it was the effect of being hurt that i have became wild and reckless with my life back then and realized it halfway that how shameful it was yet i accepted the fact that it has happened and I'm ready to change to a better me. Frankly, I thought a very funny thing to myself that i would be 'FOREVER ALONE' the affect of thinking too much that i wont be able to find someone that i would like so much and would be the same thing.The passed months before i went back to philippines i've been really not myself,i have smile on my face but upset and was quite negative with my life.-pretty stupid right?
all i wanna do is escape the madness and eagerly go back to phil's to relax my mind be away with my stressful life here in ,Brunei.
And there i am much more happy,superbly delighted and thankful with my bestfriend too.If not for her i wont be able to know him and able to see face to face.Even if he said to me not to go over his place when we were still txting each other.
There are so much things that i have fallen for you.
  • YOUR SMILE
  • YOUR DIMPLES
  • YOUR EYES
  • YOUR LASHES
  • YOUR SMELL
  • YOUR BACK
  • YOUR COOKING
  • YOUR HUGS
  • YOUR MWA MWA TSUP TSUP :P
  • YOUR ADAM'S APPLE
  • YOUR HAIR
  • YOUR EFFORT 
  • YOUR ENDLESS CARING
  • YOUR RESPONSIBILITY 
  • YOU DO NOT HAVE VICE.
  • YOUR PIGGYBACK 
  • YOUR HANDS WHEN YOU HOLD MINE:">
  • YOUR GIDDINESS - Except when you started destroying stuffs and hurting yourself!
  • YOUR HONESTY
  • YOUR KIND OF OPEN-MINDED
  • YOUR PATIENTS 
  • YOUR FONDNESS/AFFECTIONATE 
  • YOUR LOVING
  • YOUR PASSIONATE.
  • YOUR INNOCENCE 
  • YOUR UNIQUENESS OF WHAT LOOKING AT FIRST TO GIRLS.
DAHIL SA LAHAT NYAN NA-INLOVE AKO NG TODO SAYO,.! 
BE GOOD MAHAL.TANDAAN MO UNG BILIN KO AAH!?:">
MWAAAAAA.!:***
ILOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUU !!! 
RYKIEL SOON FRANCIA :">

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