Hi,

I'm Shiela,

I dont have the most beautiful smile in the world,

I dont have the perfect attitude,

Im not perfect,

Im not that confident or Open about myself,

yet easy to be read,

just like an open book 

but they dont really know,

what's beneath 

my actions.

I may be hard to handle at times,

stubborn at things,

may not be able to understand certain things that may take really long for me to get it,

may not be the best of anything,

may not know her purpose in life,

may be in confusion with life,

but all those sort of change over one certain guy that came into 

my life,

everything went unexpectedly,

I fell in love

And 

Im loving this feelings

Its warm,

It made me feel alive,

made me feel joy,

hope.

Made me realize of my life,

of living it,

and it inspired me to continue,

to believe

that its not the end.

That guy is everything to me.

His the dream i have been waiting for,.

the guy i didnt expect to change me,

the guy that i really want to live with,

his just the whole of it.

I just want to be with him.

I want to grow a family with him.

I thank god for letting me know him.

I thank him for trying and letting me open up the doors i had closed.

Thank you,Love.

Your the best i could i ask for,

I love you.