CHMS PROM :>

I was asked by my  friend kuoh lien as his date to his school prom and i gladly said yes although i was wondering why he asked me.Before the day has arrive i was very nervous but not too much just worried of the surrounding and people.Soon the day has come,i started to feel nerved-wracked while dressing up and putting my make up and the good thing was my make up was perfectly fine there was no smudge at all.*whew.

CHMS-Chung Hwa Middle School held their prom at empire hotel ! How fancy of them,well someone has sponsored them so it was really something to be blessed and the committee has properly arranged the event,i even know the person who arranged the prom which im so glad i knew someone there too.Chorng kae was there too,so relieved with it.

The event started at 7.45pm with a very small introduction or should i say a welcoming?hmm i dont really what it was but all i remembered was 'welcome to 'chong hwa's prom nyt and that's it'- LOL.Then viel was really good being the MC of the night and plus she's the planner if it,i cant for-tell her career to be very good if she plans to be like one but still i admired her confidence.While she was talking me and kuoh lien were busy talking and unknowingly the dinner has started.The girls were always to be the first to go to getting the food but i waited until the guys can go as well as i don't want to be alone since i know no one from there-so shy!

Now about the foods,i like the vegetables and the white sauce of it,its very savory.I also like the fish and meat as well the lamb cooked like the filipino food known as menudo. The only thing i didn't like was the pudding it tasted so blunt even if i have put the milky sauce that smelled like vanilla still no change on the taste yet i appreciated the other foods and desserts.It was in a buffet style.

After having dinner,slow dance was next well of course only couples does that so on the second round me and kuoh lien went for it,it was kind of embarrassing cause there was only 4 partners on the dance floor slow dancing and while that was going on,we were just talking and it kind a went to the past for a little bit.Oh yes,Brandon james was there too playing the drums and guitar, he was one of the performers i think i get paid for it,how awesome can that be!and one more thing vanessa's was great,i love her voice.Then the party started,it took a lot of time for the people to start gathering in the dance floor and had fun.

Even i did dance on the dance floor with kuoh lien and met a new friend although i dont know her name,and i accidentally stepped on viel's foot * sorry viel.anyway i had fun dancing,i missed it so much hahaha,and it was hot after that.

It was almost over when i started to dance then after that we went out from the ballroom and me and kuoh lien went outside to walked around.Oh yes i looked up the sky and there was so many stars the view was just phenomenal in brunei.We sat down on the new built eye-catching something*basta and we talked there also i let him hear my favourite song and its about the stars,wishes and me,the song is so much what i belief.

The event ended at 11.30pm and we went back at 12 something,we followed his bestfriend brandon back,i was send by his father and he knew the name where i live but doesn't really know which area since there's so many flats around our area.The night ended i had fun,i guessed we all have fun.Im happy that i came and experienced prom and thankful with kuoh lien but still im in wonders~

Plus the pictures i didnt have any of it yet,since i didnt bring any camera.~ but il just wait at facebook and put some here.its already 4am in the morning i have to end it here now.,goodnyts.--

Wishing .

photo taken last Sunday by Jesse.

We were at hua ho kiulap last night, me and jesse with my parents to buy my Jam for the bread.

Unexpectedly my mom went inside too to buy some vegetable and i thought i was the only one who would buy something. When me and jesse went out my dad was alone standing near by the car waiting for us including my mom to come back but we went ahead of her so my dad went to look for her, while waiting outside the car ,me and jesse were talking and took some photos together.After a while i went to looked at the sky and saw a star  fell down at first i was thinking what was it then automatically my head told me it was a shooting star and i immediately took my chance on wishing on it ! 

I wish and have always been wishing for my exam *o levels result to be good at least to have credits that enough for me. 

and yes that all i have wished to every first stars.

I'm such a kid who still believes to the old saying about wishing on the first star in the sky.

But honestly i wont give up on it cause i seriously believe on it.

I'm one of the Woo girls. - Robin,How i met your mother.

My brother loves to watch how i met your mother at starworld channel,every night he would tune in at 7pm just to watch it every episode of it. Last night i watched with him and there was a part where lily was invited to one of her co-worker at school to her birthday and the bar they went in too were for youngsters i guess? then her friend acted like a varsity cheerleader that *what i can say,lily was really surprised knowing her friend julian is like that at the outside school and later on that episode Robin,Lily's best friend joined julian's group the Woo girls.

Lily tries to hang out with Robin by becoming a woo girl, but cannot get it right. Robin explains that Lily cannot be a woo girl because she is happy. Robin translates each of the girl's woos, and shows that each of them is miserable.She also tells Lily that at the moment, she is like them, being unemployed and single.

Yes i was saying i'm like one of those woo girls too cause i'm lost and kind of miserable but i'am here fighting with my pride on my face and trying my hardest to every thing to be happy and put a big smile on my face even if i feel sad inside. I'm not a type of person who shows my inside out.Also that night i cried over something. But here I'am forgetting the things that has upset me and living my life. Its not always the bad things that we need to notice but we do need to realize it every sometimes to make it up to a better way and there's more than that to life. There's a lot of people you might know whose really worth your life and your company but those aren't just around and we just have to wait for them,patience has to be earn for this and with this everything that you have waited will be repaying back with good deeds :)

WORSE MORNING EVER,yesterday 21/11/11

Nowadays i have been sleeping really late,mostly at 4am or 5am and sometimes i sleep at 6am.I have been up to those time chatting and surfing the net while watching some shows on tv.Then as i said Sunday was very tiring,i didn't sleep early even if i'am very tired that day, i remember i slept at 4am and the next morning my mom woke me up at 9am so i only have 5hours sleep usually i have 10-13 hours sleep and that morning was seriously the worse i had.I never experience waking up in the morning having a really freaky moment in my life.I was so scared that i don't know what's happening to me.When i got up from my bed i felt my head spinning around that i couldn't walked straight and banged a lot of things that actually not blocking my way to the kitchen then all of the sudden my sight became very blurry that i couldn't see anything,i was really feeling so weak that my whole body was shaking.

I immediately went back to bed and laid there for a little while and to found out that i was sweating so much even if there's an air conditioner and a fan on in my room,but it wasn't just a normal sweat,it felt cold.The second time i got up,i went to the toilet and our toilet is very small,and just a few steps more i would be reaching the toilet instead i sat down on the floor for a while caused every time i stand up its like im falling down as my head spins around,its like when your drugged? although i'am never drugged before but i have been drunk already and its kind of like that too when you cant walk anymore.After a while sitting on the floor i  got up and hurried went to urinate then my mom asked if i was feeling sick, i told her no and i'am ok. I don't really like them getting worried and lied. I went to looked at the mirror and i saw a super Pale Me!! i was so worried that i thought that i might have leukemia. 

During the night we went to eat outside, i was so weak that i couldn't move much- it was very rare for me not to be so energetic. My parents let me eat a lot as they noticed that i wasn't that lively and told me that i looked so weak and pale so have to eat a lot and i did. After eating i felt a bit energetic and less headache then few hours i felt better . I also went to bed quite early and had recovered my sleep to 10hours.

Now I'am completely recovered .:) 

Sunday , 20/11/11

It was Sunday and had planned before the day would come to burn some calories, and i asked a friend of mine,Jesse if he would want to join me. He did and came really early that day, around 1pm in the afternoon and spent the time in the living room watching some new and old movies but he wasn't actually concentrating on it so he just borrowed it. Then at 4pm we went to yayasan to walk about there and i also went to take a payment from a friend caused she bought tocino that my mom made- i help my mom sell and to have extra income as well.

Sunday in yayasan is full of people,mostly those who works during weekdays and spend their time chilling everywhere the place there. Honestly speaking if they want to chill they could do that at home and it is more relaxing that outside where there's sun and the heat is really above the average fahrenheit also its like their kind of spoiling the view of the nice place and made it look like a squatter area for them to just sit around.It would be better if they went to the beach there's a lot relaxation there and the breeze of the wind.anyway its just my point of view of what i noticed or see around that place.

We went walking to everywhere we go then we went to jog again, it was very tiring day ! plus we burned quite a lot although we just jogged two rounds which isn't record of mine.- haha. But we were exhausted from walking nonstop.We ended our day with a meal of oily foods-haha. What we burned on the day just came back at night, we were really hungry cant believe i ate a lot that night too.

Jesse went home at 10pm, he was with me whole day ! and nonstop kwentohan and kalokohan.
It was a fun Sunday in the same time tiring too .

Had dinner at Le Taj , 19/11/11

I don't have any photo taken when me and my parents went to eat at Le Taj restaurant at kiulap cause i forgot my camera. I t was our first time eating there and i enjoyed the place, especially the window side :) i bet many couples went to date there because of the dim scenery area of it. The next time i eat there i will totally won't forget my camera to take a few shots and to show the foods too.

Since it is an Indian cuisine, we went to order what they are famous for their paratas - it is like a bread for them,i guess?.haha im not to familiar with indian food but we always eat those kind such dosai,mutabak and others *cant remember the name. Then i love how the sauce taste like i like my sauce rather than my parent's. Their's were quite spicy,and less herbs.Mine has more herbs and flavors and ordered ginger tea,it was pure ginger.haha. Love it.

There will be a proper meal for us again in Le Taj :)

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Singapore,One of my dream country.

Photo taken in sentosa Universal studio,singapore.

This was this year too,had a lot of fun in singapore with my cousins and family.

I came here at 15 july - 18 july. We stayed for just 3 days. JUST 3 DAYS! and time really flies,we didn't get to go around singapore that much and we loved the food there,i love the presentations.

In every place we go there will be skyscrapers almost every where since we stayed in the city,the sad thing we didn't get to ride the ferry's wheel of singapore plus im afraid of heights never a fun of it although we did ride the cable car~ i was so stone that i couldn't move an inch inside.Then our last day we get to go with ourselves and went to chinatown,there's a lot of food stalls and restaurant there also i noticed that some has very old ancient buildings as well the temple. anyway this trip wasn't the end of it as there will surely be a next time :)

With my cousins.

the oldest daughter of my uncle-father side.

the second that came right after the first. 

*i didn't have a picture of the youngest as he is very naughty.

This year we've been hanging out and going out as my dad and their dad are in good terms already! after all those years of not talking with each other.It was really hard for us cousins to bond when there's a fight in the family its like were strangers when we see each other in other places such as malls,it was awkward.

But now its not anymore as were putting the years that we didn't spend together and cherishing every bits of it.:)

What i can say about my life in 2011?

I would say its pretty an Ups & Downs.Early start of this year was going smoothly and fun then around the middle of the year it went crashing down.There were a lot of situations that i neglected and have to stand strong for myself also there were problems as well but its not like that's going to be my yearly routine in life but it just happens that way,there's not anyone that has a perfectly good year and i guess that this year wasn't really a best year for me.I've been happy for sometimes and in the same time been hurt by people that i cared of and part of my life.This actually taught me to close my self from people around my school but honestly i'v never hang out with any of my school mates,maybe only a few and those were the people i'm closed with.
Being alone isn't a bad thing,but i may say its sad yet i have learned to be able to go anywhere without any accompany that i used to have,it actually help me build some confidence and learning that not all should be trusted with think they're stay in your life forever-its actually a reality check for me. As i felt kinda lost and trying to live my life alone and thinking that people go and better ones will come,although it hasn't really happen as i have already met few new friends and one of those has caused me a lot of troubles,worries,and stress!i was really out of my mind that i couldn't have focused on my studies as my exam is on going too.all i want was someone telling me that its going to be alright and he did yet it felt that it isn't enough with just those.I was worrying for 2weeks in a row even while exam it crosses my mind.Then i tried to relax myself and quit thinking about it and went for a gym and a jog.It does helped alot.! and by this.,i would say its the worse life traumatic experienced ever! ~! it was really a mind blowing situations!-i don't really want to detail my life in 2011 just giving some emotions that i felt this year.

Another person thad I've been drifted away.

this was taken during my good friend ,daryl's birthday.

Now we never speak to each other nor look at each other,i didn't know her reason of why or what happened.

She just start acting weird around me and i knew there was something wrong,but i wished she would confront me about it and tell me what i did or something cause i know she know that I'm the type of person that does not go butting in people's problem and yes at first i thought she has a problem that i shouldn't be involve with then every move she showed me gave me the hint that its about me yet i couldn't care less as things went far away.Those days weren't my best days as i stressed about it but soon i learned to move on also i don't like showing some kind of weakness as i'am too prideful.

When we were still glued to each other we would be doing a lot of nuisance around us and make fun of anything just to have a good time.We were so close that people thought we've been friends for a very long time which we weren't.I was very thankful that i met a friend like her although it may not last that long we got to know each and had memories.

I don't think i could write more as there are a lot of things to write and to puzzle the pieces of our life before but if i got time i would share it. 

A good friend of mine.

this was taken during his birthday.

Yes,his a good friend of mine whom unexpectedly liked me but we drifted apart due that as I didn't straight forwardly told him that i didn't like him but just a dear friend.

here's a thing about me when it comes to these situations with guy friends,

i completely don't mind if they get touchy around like putting their arms around you or pulling and holding my hand caused for me its totally platonic.

Then comes the flirty ways of poking u and tickling you,for me those are just normal and i don't find it something very intimate.

I'am completely a fool when it comes to guys showing emotions to me as i try to ignore it and think it as a friendly matter and i may be sometimes sweet around them and caring but that's another friendly thing i do for them,and these actually lead them wondering if i like them as well but i don't.

which leave them hanging around with their feelings.

The only reason why i couldn't say words such as 'I don't like you' cause i don't like feeling bad for them and seeing them torn apart.

avoiding is a way to say that she doesn't like you and that's what i always do but sometimes its truly not nice to do that but still just noticing that and getting the common sense of it should be easy and things wouldn't be as bad as now as we don't speak anymore or hang out but its in the past so its ok with me since i know he has to move on to his life.

i know his been through a lot for this year cause before me there was another girl that had his heart skipped a beat then after being there for him when things when wrong ,as a friend i wouldn't want him to be sad and helped him get through. but it went in the wrong way.pretty wrong impression.

Why I'm back?

I'am so inspired with Jenny's blog whom i just randomly found when i was searching some japanese gyaru girls,then i started viewing her posts and reading it.Since then i got so inspired of how she blogs and make me want to come back in blogging which i didn't totally quit,just went to lazy and didn't have much time.She's very masipag as she still have works yet still have time to write in her blog at night.So i was really moved of how she careers her life and share a lot of things in her blog.I think she's one of my favourite bloggers:)

http://sushi-cat.net/

New Blog Again.

I've been away for too long and have not updated my old blogs.I have been busy throughout the year as well that i did not have any time to update and sometimes i'm kind of lazy of writing/typing and even think about the happenings that i want to write or wants to share,but now that I'm back and have a lot of time to update i might be active on posting and sharing some of my life :) hope  my new blog is better than before.